Magic Bitch 126 Posted January 19, 2010 I am waiting for that one thing that has driven me my whole life The one thing that tears me apart when I only see one line One after another there all the same to me I see people with there's they take them for granted Poping them out like fucking candy all to just say 18 year freom now I can finaly get rid of you Where are my 18 years to hold you in my arms raise you teach you right from wrong Where are my morning kissing or morning poking to wake me up To sit and watch cartoons endlessly untill you grow out of them I hear it in my dreams the foot steps like a pitter patter on my heart I hear it the laughter sweet and soft is it all to taunt me My dreams are becoming my only way to see you In my last dream you had a name kayla and it has burned to my brain since I feel so alive to only wake up to see you don't exist have I lied to my self Have I finaly just broke to live 100 year in a life to never touch your skin Would be a shame god why do you kill me so So here I wait waiting for the sun to hit my eyes to only pull me back to my life where you arnt a live. I. Have no comment. On what I wrote just a personal experieance ill never be able to have good day anny~ Share this post Link to post